an utter insult...

i've been seconded to l & d (which is another dept which is non-audit related). 3 yrs of training in accountancy and this is what they throw me for my first job. omfg!!! i'm doing admin related stuff which is exactly what i did during my internship. i didn't complete my final year of uni just to do the same thing during my internship. i'm so pent-up i need some release, some 'real' release... i dunno why i'm so worked up about this issue but i just am. i need some real experience not sitting around... argghhhhhhhhhhh

life

life is scary. there are so many variables and unknowns. unlike a math equation where there are only a few variables and unknowns for you to solve, life has like an infinite amount of those. and through these different variables and unknowns which you assume over time, your life can take so many different courses. sadly, or should i say thankfully, there is a constant. death...

maternal instints...

Do all women have some sort of inbuilt maternal instincts or what? Today at training, when asked where do we see ourselves in 5 years time, a few of the females gave responses like having a family or having kids. I mean the reason why the trainer asked such a question was to get an idea of our professional aspirations and goals but somehow the issue of motherhood always crops up. Even my approximately 60 yr old landlady said that she treats me like her own son and I'm like woahh, hold on there my mother is way younger than you are. Go figure...

a reunion of an ah pek and 2 ah mas...

A picture taken at a hangout place called Wala Wala at Holland Village, Singapore. It's surprising how life takes its twists and turns and end up reuniting people in the most unique circumstances. Oh well, that's life... and of course yea where's you, Renald?

Good Morning

Morning boys and girls. It's 3.30am local time and yes I just got back from drinking beer at Jerudong beach wit my 2 drinking buddies, good friends from Miri who came down to spend their last study week wit my in Brunei, a last gathering of sorts before we depart for our own ways. It's a nice way to spend the night, drinking n talking and reminiscing about past, present and future. A good way to spend time indeed. This was after we had a buffet dinner at the airport restaurant courtesy of my wonderful parents and after that we went for the 9.30pm Ocean's 13 movie at the mall. It is indeed a glorious wonderful night with good food, good company and good old red star (Heineken). Amen. Words cannot describe an experience like this. You have to experience it for yourself. Just sitting there at the beach is an experience with the sea breeze blowing at you while consuming beer and eating peanuts. Surprisingly there were still people playing about in the water. Oh well I guess we're not only the crazy ones. Anyway we're back at home now and it's time to say good night to this wonderful night. It's off to fine city soon and that's when the fun ends and the seriousness begins. Oh well all good things must come to an end. Signing off, geeky69...

Salvation...